Recollections
|January 02, 1971
First meetings, instructions, transmissions, teachings over time and many personal exchanges
Recollection
First meeting
First meeting with the Vidyadhara, a hand, warmth and consequences.
Refuge
A recollection of his refuge vow and a question posed to the Vidyadhara about how he finds the names.
Soft and sharp
A description of his refuge name and first question to the Vidyadhara about aggression, the Vidyadhara's physical response, and pith instruction.
Warm and Sharp
An interaction with the Vajra Regent demonstrating these qualities, emphasis on Sharp.
Pith drama instruction
An exchange, also physical, with the Vidyadhara after a talk at the Nine Yanas Seminar in San Francisco in May 1973
DIving, no thought
A kasung shift with a shock
Snowstorm and Deja Vu
Driving with the Vajra Regent in a storm and and a question
A boxing glove evening and liberation
Two stories:
A Kasung shift with the Vajra Regent and a profound teaching over time to him from the Vidyadhara
Go back
First meeting with the Vidyadhara in 1972 and advice about how to proceed with his life.
Appointed, retired and transported
A recollection of the Vidyadhara's approach to a particular student's appointments (correct date is 1979), and an example of how he transcended time and space in communicating, with an additional commentary by Joseph Parent.
Drala and the Vidyadhara
Interaction between the Vidyadhara and Drala
The 16th Karmapa in New York City
An unexpected guest and their interactions with His Holiness and his monks.
With her Father
At a Black Crown ceremony in Los Angeles.
Smoking
A group gathering where the Vajra Regent's behavior contrasted with the others there, and his response when asked.
Stories and Devotion
An encounter with Tsokni Rinpoche and the understanding of devotion
Until Then
An answer to a question
Black Air 1
After meditation instruction during a Shambhala Training Level
Black Air 2
At the 1976 Seminary
Pea Shooter Immovable
A prank played by the Vidyadhara at the 1975 Seminary and how it settled out
Mahayana Feast Immovable
After the Mahayana section of the 1976 Seminary, a feast experiment and later surprise.
Seminary Prep
After a discussion of humor at the 1975 Seminary, a follow-up. Before participants arrived at the 1976 Seminary at a hotel in Wisconsin, there were pranks and relaxation.
April Fire
Pranking a director
The Forgotten One
A contemplation of all the Vajra Regent carried on his shoulders, and the stages of adding more with each visit of His Holiness the 16th Karmapa
Pregnant April
A couple's interview with the Vajra Regent
Doubt
A question from a kasung and the response
Leaning in, a qualities game
A game played with the Vidyadhara, Lady Rich, the Vajra Regent and dinner guests, and the particular turn that evening.
Cold Sweat
What the Vidyadhara wanted
Arrival
Recalling the Vajra Regent's comment on the serious day of the arrival of the Vidyadhara's Kudung at Karmê Chöling.
We're not going to see anything like that again
Another remark from the Vajra Regent, upon seeing Jon Fabbro at Karme Choling before the cremation of the Vidyadhara.
Look Again
At the Kalapa Assembly in Bedford Springs, PA, a Kusung poetry evening recollected by the Kusung for the evening
Tulku
An interaction between the Vidyadhara and a student, about who the Vajra Regent Is.
You don't have to do that
Serving dinner to the Vajra Regent and Joseph Parent, a simple instruction to Joe, with commentary on the Vajra Regent's tone and delivery.
You Don't 2
A recollection of being jerked to the present unexpectedly - version 2
Don't Get Caught
Two recollections on non-attachment, one a direct instruction and the other an example told by the Vajra Regent
Nightmares
Her child has nightmares, the Vajra Regent responds
Tantrum
A young child's tantrum at the Berkeley Dharmadhatu
Beeline
The Vajra Regent relates to Lyle's father at his wedding
Dislike
At her wedding, a clear attitude from the Vajra Regent
Flower Power
Told to Andrew by Emily Bower, a display - at a Level IV Shambhala Training in California - of a restless environment before a late talk and the gesture that transformed. Regrets that there is no video!
Tooth Pain
A tooth ache and group energy transformed by the Vajra Regent
A Great Translator
Several recollections on how the Vajra Regent made the Vidyadhara's teachings clear to us, how he learned to do that and how he understood teachings so immediately.
24-7
A recollection of how the connection with the Vajra Regent blossomed, occurred and confirmed itself.
Maitri Staff Meeting
Narayana relates to a meeting
Old Poet Reminder
The Vidyadhara with Alan Ginsberg and the Vajra Regent visiting a poet in New York City
Military Man
An alert Kasung and the Vidyadhara's precise response, from Robert Krupnick.
Becoming Kusung
A recollection of the Vajra Regent's generosity and kindness preparing him to be accepted as a full Kusung.
Kusung Events
Virtually the same approach to basic duties by both the Vajra Regent and the Vidyadhara at different times.
Change Everything
A report that turned around on the spot
Magic and Transformation
David McCarthy's recollection of a visitation at the 1976 Seminary, the Vidyadhara's singing the Shambhala Anthem in tune for a few bars(!), his re-entering his body after a retreat by Mark Smith, and the party in Berkeley after His Holiness departed from San Francisco after his first US visit, all describing the Vidyadhara's various transformations from seeming physical difficulties and obstacles
A Visit in Los Angeles
A journey to meeting the Vajra Regent and his participation in a visit
Is your name...
A description of two of her meetings with the Vidyadhara, the first in Los Angeles the first time they met, and the second at a Public talk in San Francisco. Both are shared to demonstrate the Vidyadhara's keen interest in English customs - a true Anglophile.
Minestrone
Parallel comments from the Vidyadhara and the Vajra Regent
Bringing in And Paving the Way
A description of two entries to the path and how others helped
Relaxing Day
In Kensington, CA in 1976
Relaxing Abisheka
Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche giving a Vajrayogini Abisheka at the Berkeley Dharmadhatu in 1976.
Falling Asleep
Helping the Vajra Regent
Sun Valley and a Question
On a drive to play golf, a question and response
Losing and Finding 1
A Kusung awareness lesson and a profound imprint
Losing and Finding 2
Losing a ring designed by the Vidyadhara
Losing, finding and giving 3
The Jewel of the Trungpas, lost and found
Playfullness
Two recollections involving Max King, one filling in for the Vidyadhara, and the other a black rabbit
Meeting
Mr. Mann's first encounters with the Vajra Regent, then Narayana.
After meeting, a car ride much later
An elaborate journey to becoming the Vajra Regent's close student, and why the Vajra Regent had to act.
A grilling
Examining assistant directors, the Vajra Regent pushes hard.
Don't Fight or Move, and Take the Heat
Instructions on handling conflict, not leaning on the Vajra Regent's words and being the messenger
Don't Move and much more
Instructions for a new ambassador on view and conduct, having one's photo taken or being interviewed by the media, the Vajra Regent's early instructions from the Vidyadhara, and a visit to a strip club with Tarthang Tulku, the Vidyadhara and the Vajra Regent.
Time to Work
A further reflection on the Vajra Regent's administrative role.
Push
The Vajra Regent helps make a decision including the consequences
Where is...
An interview with the Vidyadhara with his skill in cutting through a trip, even a subtle one
Letter to Eugenia
From the Vajra Regent
Early
A description of the Vidyadhara's early days with students, the environment and atmosphere
Lighting Instruction
A first Level I talk with a friend
Leave them one way, not another
Teaching instructions from the Vidyadhara
No Banana
Chris Randol's recollection of moving to Boulder and going to an event at Karma Dzong for the first time
Early Shambhala
In San Francisco with EST, and how the word "Levels" for Shambhala Training were discussed and decided upon
Party No Dogma
A recollection of the kind of adjustments the Sangha made when entering the Shambhala teachings in the early years
Consensus
A recollection of a meeting between the Shambhala and Dharmadhatu Executive committees at a Dharmadhatu
Charlatan
A poem found the in the Vidyadhara's office
Black Crown and Terma
A Black Crown in San Francisco and the first Shambhala Terma
Encouragement and Thomas Merton
A recollection of Merton's stories about the Vidyadhara and how recollecting refreshes memory
Caught at the Movies
A Kusung's night off. At Shantigar, 1989-1990. The first of three reflections and experiences with the Vajra Regent and movies.
Seeing Buckaroo Banzai
With the Vajra Regent
B movies
Manchu Eagle Murder Caper Mystery, Evil Dead 2, the characters played by sangha, and the particular attention while watching movies demanded by the Vajra Regent, as well as an experience of being at a movie with the Vajra Regent and a contemplation by Lady Rich.
A Confrontation
Between the Vajra Regent and an experienced student
Drinking Lesson
In Ojai at Shantigar, 1989-1990
Taking Responsibility
A recollection of a difficult situation in the administration and the Vajra Regent's approach
One's own Sanity
A recollection of being on the spot, tension, softening and appreciation of the meaning over a lifetime
Waiting with the Vajra Regent
An early recollection of waiting for H.H. the 16th Karmapa with the Vajra Regent
Just Ushers
Preparations for the Kalachacra given by Kalu Rinpoche in New York City
Don't You
An instruction for a personal habit
Staircase
A clothing crisis in detailed context, having been resolved with the Vajra Regent's assistance; An ensuing surprise encounter with the Vidyadhara and the Vajra Regent's comment that profoundly imprinted.
Holding Hands
L.A. Swat helping the 16th Karmapa
Nickname...
How Mr. Mann got his nickname.
Dinner and Golf
Several stories of being with the Vajra Regent, his comments and instructions.
First Meeting by Golf
Ed's first meeting with the Vajra Regent playing golf
First Golfing, all the balls
First time playing golf with the Vajra Regent,
I got It 1
Recollection of becoming a director of Karma Dzong, an overstep and correction
I got it 2
Another angle of getting it
Too Many 1
A different Director of Karma Dzong Halifax appointment story
Too Many 2
A seminary appointment choice along the same lines as the previous recollection, and a different appointment advisory playing out
Admonition
Another recollection of a director of Karma Dzong and how not to help volunteers
Big Admin
Being appointed a "Director" and the actuality
It's a Deal
An complaint from a director of Karma Dzong and negotiation on how each other would improve.
What were You
An addendum to the previous story on taking on one's own karma
Feedback
An example of well-meant but perceptions and consequences
Fearless Golf
In Scotland for golf and a talk with unexpected guests
The Masters during a Talk
The Vajra Regent was giving a talk during Jack Nicklaus famous Master's Tournament win at 46 years old on April 13, 1986.
Fearless Talk
A recollection of the Vidyadhara's early talks in the big tent at Rocky Mountain Dharma Center in 1973
Shaving and Teaching
An exchange in the bathroom
Stick and Relax
A bathroom story of an out-of sorts kusung and the Vajra Regent's dissolving of it
With Thrangu Rinpoche
After the Vajra Regent entered parinirvana
Diary and Care
A description of the publishing of the V. V. Thrangu Rinpoche's diary and his specific editing
No Difference
A couple's interview with Situ Rinpoche on their difficult decision, his advice and comments after
Anger and Release
A recollection of the Vajra Regent in a Q & A describing the Vidyadhara's anger, it's release and how that became a support
Anger and Encampment
A description of the Dorje Kasung principles and the Vidyadhara's wrath at a Kasung Encampment at Rocky Mountain Dharma Center because of the lack of understanding of non-aggression on that occasion
Anger and Assembly Tonglen
Recalling a guided Tonglen session at the 1981 Kalapa Assembly
Everyone a Kasung
A description of how the entire Bay Area Sangha was conscripted to help with the Dalai Lama's first visit to the US, the result of some training in gentleness and non-aggression
Breath
A reception with a line-up and the Vajra Regent's take on it
Why Change
An exercise between Situ Rinpoche and a student on visualization practice
Fidget
Meditation Instruction
Songs
The Vajra Regent's grasp of music and his singing
Orchestra
An orchestra with the Vidyadhara and the Vajra Regent
Music Heard
The Vajra Regent's listening at a dinner and at a concert
Shantigar
The place of the Vajra Regent's last retreat: How the Vajra Regent communicated what was needed and how it was found
The Cadillac comes to California
A journey from Halifax to California, and a startling episode entering the US
A Recollection: Benefitting Beings
Calligraphy Lesson
A short practice instruction
During a Class
Spoken during the Vajrayogini Book Class discussion of January 22, 2023, on visualizing oneself as the yidam, one's shyness around that and the Vidyadhara. From a conversation with the Vajra Regent in 1976 during the visit of the Sixteenth Karmapa Rangjung Rikpe Dorje, in San Francisco.
"Emptiness and Compassion" a kusung recollection
Give Up
On a walk with the Vajra Regent
Photograph
Photo